The God of Second Chances

When did I fall so badly--
Did it start when my trust failed?

When He told me to come to him 

on ripples of liquid glass,

Glass that shattered and broke 
beneath my feet as I glanced down?

When did I fall so badly

Was it when He found us sleeping--

Not keeping watch as He asked?

I thought I would go to the grave with Him,

And then, just as He said, I denied Him thrice

Before the rooster crowed even once.

A lonelier, more haunting sound I've never heard

than that of the cock crowing--

Announcing the dawn of a new day.

As it brought good news to some,

Dread invaded my anguished thoughts--

How could I face the day filled with this dark knowledge?
Knowledge that I had denied, had lied, 

had cursed the One I loved so much--

The one for whom I left home, family and my life's work. 

It had come to this--

When faced with the question of knowing Jesus,

I crumpled in fear and self-love.

And I wonder..............

When Jesus, burdened with the sin of the world,

went to the garden to pray,

And returned not once, not twice,

but three times and found us sleeping . . . . 

If I had been praying

Would I have denied Him a trio of times?

While looking down at shadowy mirrored depths 
my faith had faltered,

While looking up at a heart broken 
from carrying the weight of my darkness,

My faith was quickened and I knew....

Knew that there would be another day with Him,

A day when all He had taught us 

would come true,

A day He would ask me, 
not once, not twice, but three times--

"Peter, do you love me?"

A day I would have the chance to say 
not once, not twice, but three times--

"Yes, Master, You know I do."

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

©Dianne Hogue-2008-2013, all text, art and photos unless otherwise noted

a repost from past pages

WOYWW-Mixed Media

On my work desk this week is a small flower watercolor that I took to my computer work desk and enhanced in Photoshop. Not sure I like it but at least I was painting. Happy Wednesday!

Linking to 

What's On Your Workdesk Wednesday

Word Art Wednesday

© all photographs and text property of Dianne Hogue unless otherwise noted

Praying for Oklahoma

M

y heart is devastated for the community of Moore, OK.  I was in Tulsa yesterday visiting my precious Oklahoma family when it was reported that a massive tornado was headed our way.

The first bad cell went north of us, the second dissipated and the third one went south of us.  

We came home today but I am especially missing my Oklahoma family today and praying for all those who suffered so much, especially those who lost loved ones.  God help them all.

Let us be vigilant to keep them in our prayers.  We love you, Oklahoma--many prayers headed your way.

© all photographs and text property of Dianne Hogue unless otherwise noted

© all photographs and text property of Dianne Hogue unless otherwise noted