Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Prayer Journal

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Ihave never shared this prayer journal with anyone--not even my husband. To me, prayer journals are private, especially a prayer journal written during a fast.

However, I have learned (through Bill Bright's writings) that being too private about sharing can also be a form of pride. So, it is with much fear and trembling and gratefulness to God for his mercy that I share this journal.

(The bold print in above paragraph will link you to the best writings on prayer and fasting that I have ever read.)

The journal is long. I wrote it over a period of about 42 days. I share it hopefully as an encouragement to you in your Christian walk. I realize there are many people who fast forty days at least once a year. I have only fasted forty days one time in my life and a couple of three-day fasts.

So read a little or a lot--all at one time or come back and pick up where you left off when you have a chance--it was a journey I will never regret or forget.

Don't know that I will try a fast any time soon but rereading it made me hungry to know feelings with strongness and clarity once again--the feelings of simplicity, fewer choices, total peace.

I felt better than I've ever felt in my life during this fast. I did consult my doctor who was a Christian and believed in fasting. I also did not have any health issues at the time except for high blood pressure.

If you are considering a long fast, I would hope that you would seek the counsel of a wise doctor and also the counsel of God.

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As you can see and read on the next page, words were starting to become meaningless--I couldn't put into words what I was experiencing although I tried.


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Love,
Dianne
2010-the Year of Longing

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2 Comments:

  1. I started out on your post about Michael's birthday and ended up here! I have read it quickly, but as I scrolled to the comment section, I was speechless. Do I desire Him of this magnitude? Do I just want a enough to seem righteous? I will come back and linger over your prayer journal ~~ I am beginning to see at this age HE is everything, things are becoming of less value.
    Thanks for sharing.
    Karen
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  2. Hey dear Karen,
    I reread this post the other night and felt the same way. Just because we have once tasted of the goodness of Him and craved Him so doesn't mean that we always do.

    Yes, I miss the hunger that I had for God at this particular point in my Christian walk. I want to feel those hunger pains again.
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